I wanted to write about my fondest memory of her, because I feel as though I’ve been upset for who my mother has become for too long. Instead I’d like to remember my mother as this beautiful woman, this beautifully broken woman I remember as a child, which I know she still is.
I hope that Brennan has all of the answers now though, that he is in peace, and isn't struggling anymore. I have no idea what happens after death, but I hope that there is some clarity, because all of this.... just doesn't seem "fair" …. but maybe I should have tried harder than I did.